Recently most of my music has been about the government, my love life (or lack of), and my trying to find my place in life.
See… I'm not an average teenager. I'm a programmer (duh), i speak na'vi, i'm heavily politically obsessed, very geeky, easy to piss off, and a lot of other weird quirks. On top of that, im probably the worst baseball player in my league; I can't hit, throw, or catch for my life.
I'm also oddly famous amongst my school for being on YouTube for a while, and just having the nickname "Jelvin". For some reason, everyone treats me like I'm the coolest person in the world. When really, I'm pretty sure they're lying.
So I decided to compile all these problems Into (another) song/rap, and there's this section that I COMPLETELY geek out on. And I thought I'd share it.
*"I'm not thanking you, God" loosely translated into Na'vi.why can't I win in living?
Why'm I so different?
Am I God's testing?
Am I an experiment?
Am I meant to do something big
That only one like me can do?
Oel ke irayo sì, sem'eywa*, ya dig?
Is that what i'm doing for you?
While Jonathan equals depressed
Define Jonathan as confused
Cuz now I'm really stressed
And my soul is brutally bruised
Personally, I think I'm clever here. Ya like?
